God does not stand for equality

                   A big point to consider for all of the people believing in god, apperently you have to hear gods word listen to it accept jesus christ as your personal savior. Ok so what about the people that live in poverty and have never even heard of a bible? This is what someone told me that believes in god "well thats why there are christian missionarys to help those people and spread the word of god". Ok so then what about the people that are not 'lucky' enough to have a missionary come spread the word of god? According to christians and people who believe in god there fucked. And I have heard that god makes acceptions for those people because they have not heard of him before. WTF so there is a key thing that is fucked up about 'God', if you dont hear about him or it, then your fucked and you go to hell. Also he does not stand for equality because if he did he would not MAKE people believe in him so they can be saved from hell. Also wtf why did god make hell? and if your answer is well because man is evil. Why the fuck did he make man evil? Just some things I wanted to point out. It is time to take responibility for ourselfs here and stop abdicating our responsibilty to somthing that does not exist.

The solution to Charity's

           Why do charity's exist? I see that this is a question not many ask, I see that humanity turns a blind eye to questions like this and just says "well its just the way that things are". Well the truth of why charity's exist is for profit and because the current money system creates them. I was reading on a website called charity navigator, looking at a charity called equality now and the executive director [the leader of the charity] takes a 5.25% chunk out of the 2,200,000 dollar revenue they have made in a year. The total percent of money that gets given to all administrative staff is 5.6%. For a charity called equality now that is some major inequality going on in the pay for the staff.  This is there mission statement "Equality Now was founded in 1992 to work for the protection and promotion of the human rights of women around the world. Working with national human rights organizations and individual activists, Equality Now documents violence and discrimination against women and mobilizes international action to support their efforts to stop these human rights abuses. Through its Women's Action Network of concerned groups and individuals around the world, Equality Now distributes information about human rights violations; takes action to protest these violations; and brings public attention to human rights violations against women."


                    So there cause is commendable seeing that they are bringing awareness to abuse of human rights and standing up for women. But there not considering an important question, Why are womens rights and human rights getting violated? Well its because of the current money system, and a male dominant society. The current money system imply that allot of jobs are 'Jobs for Men' but really women can do anything a man can do. In an equal money system women would not be treated as inferior or less than a male, they would be equal to a male. There are jobs that suit men better and jobs that suit women better, based on there physical design and that should be considered. But in an equal money system there would not be ideas and beliefs of what a women should do or what she cant do, this is the same for men. So in an equal money system we will see a completely new approach to jobs. In an equal money system charity's will not exist simply because they will not be created. Charity's are a result of lack of money, In an equal money system everything that happens would be best for all. It is best for all to research diseases and find out how to prevent them, it is best for all to have food, it is best for all to have shelter, it is best for all to live equally, it is best for all to have what is best for all. There wont be things left out in an equal money system due to lack of money and survival of the fittest. Charity's are not what is best for all, it is best for all to find a solution so they don't exist. The solution is the EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM. www.equalmoney.org. 


            The equal money system is not some magical thing that allows us to further in our abdication of self responsibility. The equal money system would be a system were all take self responsibility and stand up for what is best for all accepting nothing less. When you work in a group the task gets done faster and with more ease, because each individual is standing self responsible to there part of the task. There are many people on this planet, lets just say that we all started working together for what is best for all. Think of what we can accomplish, we can actually start working with the earth instead of against it. We can create a world that is best for all! We can start working on things to better ourself's as a race, things that will allow us to be one with the planet. Support an equal money system, support what is best for all.

Hell on earth

               People are so scared to die and go to hell, but it is already here. This world is full of suffering, people experience burning to death here just like you would in hell. The earth is full of demons sucking the life out of life, raping the planet for its resources and treating it as a dumping ground. The side of the roads are littered with cigarettes and beer cans, fast food bags, and other garbage. I see that people just dont give a fuck if they are destroying the planet because they dont consider the beings that will be living once there dead. Has anyone ever heard of the saying give as you would like to recieve? Well I know that I would want to live in a world that is best for all and all life live in dignity, in equality. That is why I give my time doing things like this blog to expose the fuckedupness of humanity, exposing how humanity is manifesting its own destruction. Realize that the pollution of the oceans is because of us humanity, the current system, all of it is because of our acceptance and allowance of the system to perpetuate. I am no longer accepting and allowing this system to perpetuate I am doing what is best for all and exposing it for what it really is, so that we can put a new system in place. Humanity will not just suddenly get better, you cant just wait and see, it takes practical steps to change anything. We are all in this together living on the same planet, we all share this space lets start acting like it and do whats best for all and replace the current system with an equal money system.

         In an equal money system we will be able to focus on real things that actually matter. Like ending the starvation in this world, ending child labor/slavery, ending profit games, ending abusive advertising, ending greed, ending self abuse, creating new infrastructure that supports life, exploring the world, educating the youth, enjoying life, we can focus on what is best for all. In an equal money system people will realize that what is best for all is best for them too, Equal money will support life. Life will be honored and dignified, all will have equal opportunity to live a dignified life. The struggle to survive will no longer exist, neither will survival of the fittest. Every one will be equal and be supporting life unconditionally as they support themselfs, because there life too! Possessions will no longer possess you because they will be support not a possession. So in an equal money system the world will be put in order and we will be able to focus on things that matter that we have never had the chance to focus on before because you will not have to spend all your days getting money while a few get rich. In an equal money system there will be no rich no poor, all life will be equally considered so that the polarity manifestation of rich and poor will no longer exist. Support equal money, I am one vote for an equal money system. We are all responsible for this fuck up lets take responsibility for our actions and change this world.

New blog

I have made a separate blog for my personal process, this blog is now dedicated to exposing the abuse in this world. I will be talking about current issues that exist in this world that create inequality and abuse. My goal for this blog is to expose this reality for what it really is and to open people eyes to what is here and present a solution. The equal money system, this is the only solution and is a solution that is best for all, there is no other practical way to solve the issues in the world. We need to replace the current system, throw it all out and start from scratch. We only have a limited time on earth so its about time we make use of our time here to create a world that we can honor and that will honor us. We all share this world it is time to start acting like it and love thy neighbor as thyself, give as you would like to receive. We can all share this earth there is nothing stopping us but ourselfs. There is plenty of resources on this earth to support all life here, this world should be a place were all have fun. The human has created hell on earth it is up to us humans to stop this fuck up, the future is in our hands.

The internet and Equal money

                       Since I have started my process my starting point within using the internet has changed from that of entertainment to that of a tool. Now I use the internet for assisting and supporting myself within my process, and to be a part of the accumulation of Desteni. I am assisting and supporting others within using the internet too by vlogging and blogging sharing my process. So it is cool to be a part of Desteni from the perspective that I am a brick in the wall so to speak, the wall of life that is going to bring about an equal money system. I am an equal brick and no brick in the wall or pyramid or what ever is greater than the other were all equal in it. That is why an equal money system is so cool, because in the current system the people at the top of the pyramid being superior and all the others being inferior.In an equal money system this superior/inferior polarity manifestation will no longer exist. 

                       The internet is a great tool that is to be used for what is best for all. With the internet we are able to effectively accumulate and bring about equal money depending on how effective each one is. It is like anything in this world, the more people the more effect it has. That is why the effects on the earth are so great and it is manifesting extreme weather, it is the accumulation of the abuse of humanity. Humanity is insanity that is what it is currently, I say this because the earth is being destroyed and people are more worried about buying an outfit to wear to a party. People go out shopping for stylish expensive sunglasses to look cool why others starve to death. I am sure that if you walk out onto the street and interview people about Fukashima and the reactor crisis some wont even know wtf your talking about. I had a 'friend' laugh when I told him about it because of the name of the location because it had Fuk in it. He did not even know what I was talking about and could care less too. "If I cant see it and its not hurting me then fuck it" that is the attitude of humanity currently.

                     The internet is currently being abused and is not being utilized as a tool to spread awareness it is being used for entertainment. Online gaming, porn, online poker, and much more useless things. But what isn't being abused in this world? I am trying to think of something and cannot if someone reads this and would like to show me something that is not being abused due to the current money system or humans please show me. People abuse them selfs daily and don't even realize it, it is thought that masturbation is healthy and looking at porn is just normal. Having sex with multiple partners is just normal especially if your not in a relationship yeah go ahead you have free choice. Free choice to abuse yourself and others and life, I would like to point out what Niklas said in a photo of his. You have to choices in this world to be self honest or self dishonest here is what Niklas said "good- that which is best for all...... Bad- that which does not take all life into consideration." So really free choice is just the choice to abuse, free choice is just something to hide behind as a justification for not standing up for all life an what is best for all.

Commenting on youtube

Well every time I try and post a comment on youtube that is explaining something to someone about the money system or equality it says "error try again". But when I go to test to see If I can post another comment on some random video it lets me like the word 'fuck' I just went to a random video and said that and it say OK. Lol so im not sure why this happens its like every time I try and post a comment were I could potentially help people realize that shit is fucked up and there is a solution it says 'error try again' lol. So I try again and again and again but eventually give up, this really sucks so Im going to become more effective in my vloging skills to take this on so that I can reach out and help the 'lost sheep' find there way home. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be frustrated with this point of not being able to comment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that me commenting is important. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at youtube and to believe that youtube does not want me to post 'meaningfull' comments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe myself to be superior to those that have not realized that the world is fucked up.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I was once that person.
well I always realized there was something wrong here just never did anything to take action.
I stand self responsible to the point of superiority in commenting an will effectively direct myself within/as breath to support and assist the 'lost sheep'.
I was once that person that needed a little extra 'push' to realize the extent of the abuse here and needed support and assistance from others to realize what needs to be done. I realize that the 'others' are me and I am the others. lol. So I stand equal and one to others that need assistance and support.

needing others sf

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need others to make me feel complete.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having someone to talk to.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I need others opinions to define me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to always be with someone.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be comfortable with myself
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I only require myself to direct myself.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am always alone and in that I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear being alone.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like writing self forgiveness is a task.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to enjoy writing self forgiveness.
I forgive myself that I have  defined self forgiveness as something outside of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to call someone when I am uncertain.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to call someone for assistance when I can assist myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to need my mothers approval to do anything.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I myself am the directive principle in my life not others unless I allow them to be.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed others to be the directive principle in my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I can express myself better around my mother because I have known her my whole life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear expressing myself in front of other beings I have never met before.
I forgive myself for not allowing myself to realize that my mom is another being just like all other beings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself belief that I can express myself more freely around my parents because I have known them my whole life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the feelings of fear, nervousness, anxiety, speechlessness when around others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from my fears of fear,nervousness, anxiety, and speechlessness when around others.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that these fears are not real  and are manifested in my mind to control me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get a bad feeling when I do not speak to another person because there is nothing to say.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have nothing to say.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel unimportant.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as shy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the definition of shyness to define me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to need the attention of others to feel good about myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define having a car as being cool
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define having a car as being better than others
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define having a car as more that a transportation tool.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my car is simply a tool for transportation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that having a car defines who I am.
 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as someone more special than others because I have a car.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others based on the physical apperence of there car.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define having a car a status symbol.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define having a car as a luxury.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my car.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my car as nice.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make myself feel better when I see someone in a car that is not as 'nice' as mine.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want people to be jealous of me having a car.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to smoke weed in my car.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that because I have a car I am better than those without.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire attention for having a nice car.
I stand self responsible to needing others and will direct myself effectively within/as breath here.
I am equal and one to these points and will effectively direct myself here within/as these points.