System of Control

        I have realized that the system that we live within is one of control. It is unforgiving and will never support life the way we have things currently set up. We allow our ideas and believes to cause suffering, which is rediculas because these are just ideas and believes. I personally have allowed myself to believe that the system cannot change. But I have realized now that the only thing in the way of change is us. We do not allow ourselves to stand up and expose the shit that goes on daily in our reality and instead quietly submit to the system because we have no other choice. We have no choice. No freedom. Our freedom is limited to how much money we make. We are slaves for money. For pieces of paper we have all agreed are worth somthing.

      My main point of this blog post is to just convey my understanding of how we are each locked into place in this system and that we are but a small part of the whole that creates what happens daily here on earth. We are in place, just a cog in the machine. I have decided to give up this one life. It goes against what I feel, it goes against my thoughts, it goes against what I have been taught growing up. I have to push myself to not fall within previous points of self abuse. But through pushing myself and self honestly looking at my thoughts and actions, I realized that this world could be so much better if we just stand up and shake things up. Show people that we are creating this reality. That the creators are us, that we each individually contribute to what is here.

      We are stuck. Our only chance to set ourselves free is if we allow it to happen. If we do not accept the way things are and change things according to how we want them to be. If we have what is best for all as the principle that we live our lives by then we will allow things to change. Its time we realized that we need change and that we are the only ones that are able to change things.